I am not a perfect kid, and I know
that. Everybody breaks the rules
sometimes; it just depends on whether or not you get caught. Recently I broke school rule and I was
baffled by the way our school handled it and how all of the administrators have
different feelings towards punishment (in school) and how it is handled. Some admin vouched I was the best kid they
had ever seen in ISR (in school restriction) while others shunned and yelled at
me even when I was as compliant as possible.
So as soon as I got in trouble, I
was met by a screaming PE teacher, and he didn’t leave my side without yelling
his heart out for about 45 minutes. So
at that point I was less upset with myself and just angry at him, because I
told him everything and gave him respect but he still felt the need to treat me
like trash and that anything I say is a lie.
That was the very first thing that really ticked me off and just made me
want to really start something with him, but I was able to convince myself to
calm down even with him yelling in my face because I said “bless you” after
someone sneezed. It amazes me that a
teacher is even allowed to treat students that way and still have a job. He made me feel like I shouldn’t be in a
school but a dog pound. After this whole
time with him screaming at me, I have lost all respect for him, and I don’t
respect many. But he really just wanted
to feel on top and in power, and I guess that is how he best expresses it in
his mind, with ringing ears and by wasting his own breath. That pretty much concluded my whole time
after I got in trouble, and it only got better.
The next day I came in and talked
to the admin for a bit, and all of them were being very friendly and were
genuinely curious on what I did after claiming I was too nice to be in
ISR. The admin really just kept me happy
during my little 2 days of ISR but the respect they talked to me with and
enthusiasm made me so much happier. The
actual ISR “teacher” was the nicest and most caring woman ever, she agreed with
me that ISR doesn’t help anyone and how school discipline and punishment is
broken. All it does is get people behind
on work and insures everyone drops at least 5% in each of their core classes.
I just think everyone should be
much more like the admin versus the pe teacher.
I’m not going to learn a lesson by somebody screaming in my face, but if
someone can connect with me and really get on my level then I am much more
likely to learn my lesson. I now think
of some of those admin with such high levels of respect, whereas that teacher
has none at this point. Other than a few
people, I had a delightful time in ISR as I just sat in a room on a computer
and talked to the teacher the whole time.
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